Although I do believe I saw you once about 4 years later at a shopping center.
You clearly walked way around me as I walked toward you to avoid me. Life has flown by Lady wants casual sex Mosheim Adult singles dating in Osprey, Florida (FL it's beauty, ups, downs, and in between and out of the blue something reminded me of you today. I loved you deeply when we shared our time, and when you ended it you told me you never felt like you were going to say 'i love you'.
I felt at times you almost loved me; but how could you I Beautiful couples looking casual encounter Fresno going through some extremely rough family times that I didn't quite know how to deal with, and when I drank it all came.
I felt like you never got to know the "real" me.
You seemed to be struggling with alcoholism yourself, and drinking with you just to be near you did not help my fragile state.
We had some really good times and I still remember them to this day.
We had a lot in common. I learned a lot from loving you and not getting that love in return.
You were the only man I ever fell in love with that did not love me. That is a hard pill to swallow, and quite a humbling life experience; so for that I can only thank you.
I regret that you did not get to know me fully because our relationship was alcohol fueled. I love hard and I don't think you ever actually knew what I stood.
If you do Fit Serbia guy seeks good time today to see this please do not think I still obsess over you. Nothing. You didn't have to walk around me me 6 years ago, shoulda said hi : I am okay,and have been okay.
I'm sure you never think of me, although I have thought of you a few times like when I hop on my beach cruiser to ride to the beach. I hope you are living the dream you always wanted Tonight party girl wanted spoke of.